my sweetheart hannah batrisyia

I have to be one the proudest parents in the world right now, i was sitting down one day just chilling in front of the computer like i normally do, you know checking Facebook etc when my Hannah inform me that she had passed her final examinations.
But not only did my Hannah passed her final exam, she went one better and completely rocked it getting the highest grade you possible can currently a "3.82". MRSM Baling uses CGPA Cumulative Grade Point Average as in the rest of MRSMs in the country which of course used by most universities around the world in benchmarking students achievement. If Hannah would get 3.5 and above, she will be listed in Dean’s List. I'm so proud then...I mean i cannot be more proud right now of her...
And i am thankful that i am able to experience many things, regardless of how much sometimes worried. Hannah gave me everything she possibly could ... and even some things she probably couldn't. No matter what as a mother, as a person, and as a friend. I will always continue to cherish and love everything about you my beautiful Hannah Batrisyia

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my chocolate project

I'm starting my venture into extreme chocolate today.
It's been a busy week, but I'm not sure I have much to show for it here. One thing I've been doing is eating home made chocolate truffles..

Melting chocolate or confectionery coating in a double boiler

Clear plastic mould is the best choice for beginners. Moulds are generally inexpensive and come in a variety of shapes.

A thin layer of chocolate into your mould using a piping bag.

Place it in the freezer. Until you see a solid shell of chocolate (this is where the clear plastic mold will come in handy; check the underside of the mold to look for any thinner spots or holes).

TARAAAAAA-Enjoy your homemade chocolate bonbons...

mood here i come

Isn't that picture cute? I thought so. Anyway, I am in a "mood" today. Not sure what to call it. I am feeling about 20 different feelings all at once. I feel tired, happy, sad, foggy, energetic, defeated, slow, sluggish, peaceful, confident------That is not 20 but you get the idea. So, as I search through my life as of late, I shouldn't be feeling all the negative things. My life is pretty good right now. I can't complain. Nothing is really wrong so what's the matter with me? In an attempt to try and get out of this I am going to do part of the gratitude challenge.... It starts out with writing 6 physical abilities you are grateful for. Here goes....

1. I am grateful that I can organized things. Like drawers and closets. I get great joy from that.
2. I am grateful that I can sew and do crafts. That really brings a lot of pleasure and I can share that enjoyment with others even sometimes my other half (mr kayol) would call it as HOT HOT CHICKEN SHIT ...
3. I am grateful that able to make my own chocolate truffle and is really quite cool, not to mention delicious.. It is a lot of fun and they enjoy it. (i'm blogging it later - u can see next page or maybe next next pages)
4. I am grateful that I was able to give birth to at least 2 child in my life. I wish it could have been 3 or more...
5. I am grateful that I can somehow use a computer with my wifi connected... I love fb-ing and blogging on it etc
6. I am grateful that I can hug. I love hugging my family members and my kids at school....i love u so much hannah and aqil..and i know u knew it

Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You Official Music Video

goodbye whitney .. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.....

Praying for happiness

I am praying that Aqil will like it there and he will find passion in whatever things he newly encounter. Above all that he will be happy…..Mommy loves you so much Hilman Aqil.....

time to let him go

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It breaks my heart to see ME sad....not him .... Here I am thinking about Aqil and what has he been doing tonite; whether he is pondering about the beloved ones at home or is he able to get along with new acquaintances and new environment? Is he able to sleep on his new double decker bed in dorm D? Is he able to withstand the orientation week pressure? Will he be homesick for being away from us and will he misses us ?

Registration

Kuala Kangsar is a 2 n half hour drive from PJ. It will be a different time adjustment if my husband drives though....as he loves to contribute to Polis Diraja Malaysia, one stack of saman every year. i think he even got his special membership too.....:)
When we reached the school we did the usual stuff. We are good at it already since the process of registration is similar to the previous occasion - Hannah's MRSM.....;)

Prep school MCKK

Aqil's acceptance to MCKK has made me learnt about the process of suffering withdrawals....gradually missing him, something I didn’t feel as compared to during Hannah's farewell time. I guess I was then more worried as to whether he can cope with hostel life....

I miss nagging him for sitting infront of the computer for too long...playing his tech-deck knowing it was already almost his bedtime. And most of all his room would always be in the state of mess. Now the house is just so quiet ...

Most people think it is some kind of punishment...

Going to boarding schools is one of the best way to make good friends and at the same focusing on your academics.
I am delighted that my Aqil is studying in one of the best schools in Malaysia. The prospect of pursuing his studies to the uni after the SPM, local or abroad, is far more promising when he is in the boarding school. Insya Allah …Aqil knew what he wanted and where he want to study. Initially when he did the application online, he is determined going to MCKK, his beloved daddy’s alma mater by the way, which something he wanted to consider deeply...

A Little Glitter of 2012

My prayer for 2012 is to write....funny heh? ...that goes without saying. In the bigger scheme of things I want to write until my hand falls off, my brain is fried, my arm aches and the dust in my house packs a suitcase from boredom.I will continue to write blogs and keep journals and I will still find the time to jot a short story ...but most of all I hope to write ....