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I have so much going on in my head ....I don't even know where to start...

I spent all afternoon doing laundry. Washing the some dirty clothes we had from the last few days. Hopefully tomorrow I can find the time to iron the few pieces that need to be done...and hopefully I will have enough ambition tomorrow to finish what I didn't get to today.

The last few weeks have been really crappy around here. I also went the scale says I weigh DOT DOT DOT.... (biarlah rahsia ye)I am going to make myself lose 40-50 pounds. I HAVE to do it. Failure is not an option. If I have to buy a food scale, I will. less carbo...less sugar. Realizing that my tummy does wiggle like a jell-o, i decided to start watching what i eat and give up my sugar....i'm addicted to sugar and have the biggest sweet tooth in the world!!! oh its my weakness

Although , now that i realize that I've changed my food habits i get hungry more. I just take a deep breath, drink a lot of water and eat some prunes. I am now been a huge prunes fan and eat them daily. I feel good about it and will continue watching what i eat and enjoy the results!!!