My over active imagination

Apparently my husband's nature of work requires him to work in Labuan on and off almost every week..And mostly he will be in Labuan for 1 night 2 days.... Which means one day in a week I may have to suffer sleeping alone. ALONE ALONE ALONE...the best part of all is when my hubby is outstation for working, I feel like suddenly have too much of time to spend....too good to be true..

But there is something is bothering me nowadays.... whenever i am alone i see a shadow people in the corner of my eye....spooky rite? I remember when I was very young I saw tiny moving dots in the air [kinda what it looks like if you spray perfume and watch the mist fall except it wasn't as thick] and now the shadow is bothering me...hahaha

Normally during my running down the stairs, hitting the corner fast past tv area and i suddenly stop. I am seeing things? Or did i really see from the corner of my eye, from what seemed to be a shadow. i wonder if anybody have experienced this first-hand over and over again. Countless hours i am pondering, if i really saw that mysterious and mystical shadow from the corner of my eyes ???. As my always question these finding's, Do we really see another realm of which we don't see that is moving faster than us? Is it a spirit stuck in the physical/spiritual ??? what ever it is i see their appearance is essentially a silhouette in black ..

But then again ... to think it twice and going for the positive aura and spirits through my understanding that maybe my eyes are actually not that good and it is up to my brains to 'fill in' the picture...and another good point is maybe maybe maybe my loved ones checking on me...u see.. I have lost several loved ones including my mom over the last 4 years. I do not believe whatever it is wants to do harm, otherwise it would have happened already. I believe that from time to time loved ones can stop and check on their family. Al-FATEHAH...

What ever it is even if a lot of these things are positive, they still creep me out. (: