Wake up on a beautiful cold Sunday morning, children laughing and giggling and trying to make breakfast for mom and dad. Getting up and helping the kids clean-up. sitting at the table with the husband, drinking coffee and reading the paper or talking about what simple plans will be had for the day. Having the skills of making the best nasi lemak in town just like arwah my mom (Alfatihah to my mom) with all the right ingredients. The sun shining in and making the house as warm as your heart is. the children in perfect outfits and waiting for the day to start. The husband wanting to please you in every way. perfection....only in your silly head....statement tak boleh blah (nowadays kiddos love to say that)
Life doesn't turnout that perfect. life has a way of kicking you in the ass, and telling you to stop daydreaming. telling you to come out of the clouds, and back to reality, back to the bills, the small inadequate house, the messy kitchen. the arguing kids. The piles of laundry, the crappy days, The bossy husband wanting to please you in every way....for a purpose instead
I guess life will be as perfect as you let it. although it can feel like the worst thing possible, the silver lining will always be there. You just have to look for it, even on your worst days, its there.
0 comments:
Post a Comment